
When there is something missing from your life you put on a mask to cover up the hideous faces of the four foul beasts sadness, depression, loneliness and envy. It is a façade that requires an incredible amount of energy to maintain, and sooner or later it will start to break down and mercilessly reveal what was not meant to be seen by anyone.
It's been a strange and emotional week. Next week will be better. It has to.