Torso

I had nothing to do tonight and for some reason I got the image of a woman's belly in my head. Photoshop was already running since I was trying to get inspiration for this weeks Illustration Friday topic so I just switched focus and went to work. I have never in my life tried to draw a woman's breasts but I think it went quite well. I think I almost managed to remember what those things look like...

Death Mask

I liked this death mask inspired detail from my last post and had to separate it. As always I painted it from memory using photoshop.

Camouflage

I have many identities. I use one at work, one at home, one with my friends and one when I visit my parents and siblings and I probably have quite a few more. But how do I know which one is the real me? Is it just one? Maybe it is all of them at once or am I just as faceless without them as the characters I draw? I don't know... it sometimes feels like I am pretending to be someone else even when there is no one else around.

Plain Dumb Hope

I am desperately trying to hold up the collapsing tower I built and rested my entire being on. Slowly, stone by stone, it falls to the ground and all I can do is to try to slow down the process by holding it steadier with my arms. The best thing to do would probably be to just let go and let it fall and then rebuild it from the pieces but the fear rules me.

What if I have forgotten how? What if I can not make it stronger? How will I ever dare to use it for support in the future?

Of course I know that I must someday do it, there is no other option.

Rain

Memories

I drew this picture about 7 years ago. I actually woke up in the middle of the night and had to reach for a sheet of paper and a pencil and draw it. I've had it on a school web page for years (from some sort of introduction course about the internet where everyone had to create a page with at least one image). Yesterday I suddenly remembered about it and had to download it again. I don't like how I have colored it but who cares, it is a memory.

The Lovers

I miss doing nothing at all and having someone to do nothing with. Sitting on a bench all day or lying in the grass, talking about everything or not saying anything at all. Someone to hug, to spoil and to long for when we are not together. But not just anyone will do, it has to be someone special.

Loneliness

Limited amount of time but I still wanted to draw it so here is a quick sketch for today. The proportions are way out there but it'll have to do.

The Death of Hope

I realized today that I live my life the way others have told me to, that I have allowed others to dictate what I should and should not do. The education I chose was the education that most people around me wanted me to get, not the one I first felt I wanted. Although I can not say it has been a bad choice I still get the feeling that maybe this is not what I want, and what I realized today was that at least it was not what I wanted when I was younger.

Going Somewhere?

Land of Lost Toys

For some reason I promised Entrinnen that I would draw a bunny for my blog so here it is. I have more plans for this image but they will have to wait just a little while longer. Meanwhile, please give my bunny a hug, I think he needs it!